I am exhausted, but not tired. Despite how some of my work may look, I am not a depressed sort. But tonight I am not at rest. Something is stirring inside of me, and I can't quite put my finger on it. Thoughts of the past, past love, past years, and a yearning to make sense of it all fill my head. I doubt I ever will...make sense of it all. I doubt anyone ever does. But if you ever figure it out, please drop me a line.